Love? What Do I Know!
Ever since that...outing...with Greggerz, I've been feeling really weird. Like, my insides feel all fizzy when I think about him. Or sometimes my toes and fingers get cold and I feel like I have to sneeze. And most of all, I think about when I'll get to spend some time with him again.
Look, I've had boyfriends before. I may be 16, but hey, I guess I'm just quick on the "interest in boys" front.
Okay, I'll say it, I'm BOY CRAZY!
But this feels different than that. It's almost like I like him but I'm scared of him at the same time. Come on, I read all your comments and see your videos, I'm aware that most of you want me to have nothing to do with him.
So do I listen to all of you or to what my heart is telling me?
Even if in the end this all goes kaplooey and you all say, "see, see, I told you so!"...I don't know, I feel like if this is "love" or whatever, it'd be worse to never have it at all than to go for it and have it at least for a little bit.
Is this what growing up feels like? I'm not sure I like it just yet.
Discombobulated,
Anne
Look, I've had boyfriends before. I may be 16, but hey, I guess I'm just quick on the "interest in boys" front.
Okay, I'll say it, I'm BOY CRAZY!
But this feels different than that. It's almost like I like him but I'm scared of him at the same time. Come on, I read all your comments and see your videos, I'm aware that most of you want me to have nothing to do with him.
So do I listen to all of you or to what my heart is telling me?
Even if in the end this all goes kaplooey and you all say, "see, see, I told you so!"...I don't know, I feel like if this is "love" or whatever, it'd be worse to never have it at all than to go for it and have it at least for a little bit.
Is this what growing up feels like? I'm not sure I like it just yet.
Discombobulated,
Anne
posted by LonelyJew15 | 10:53 AM
3 Comments:
Anne, there are worse things that can happen than losing your love for Greggerz... he could kidnap you. We're not saying don't see him... just, be careful. Be careful, Anne.
-LonelyFrenchmen15
Anne, you're growing up. Let your feelings guide you. I know you will make the right decisions.
Just don't be blind is all I ask. Some still believe greggerz is not to be trusted.
Deep down I wonder what Peterbeast thinks of all this.
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